wow. I really haven't written anything in a really long time. I am once again taken away from the interweb because of a curious brother and his interesting virus-filled sites. So, I'm taking over my brother's lap top that wont allow me to log on to aim (grr). umm.... Nothing huge has really happened latly. I surived another year of school and will be a sr. next year. I am still with Delbert (as if I would ever leave him) and it has been nine months so far. YAY!!! and hehas a job with my friend's dad in carpentry. I, on the other hand, am still jobless and still flippin though the phone book. woo---hoo. Oh yeah, my car is currently at a place called The Amigos (very trustwothy, isn't?) and I have to somehow get it out of there by the end of the day. Oh yea, tons of fun. That's really it at the moment.

Well, I'm back from SC and I had a blast there. I went to Fort Sumter, Charleston,SC, Savannah,GA, and of course, Folly Beach. It was so cool. We had a ocean view room. You could literally leave the doors of the hotel, walk accross a deck, and then step out on the beach. I loved it. It all really made me miss Delbert more the I was able to imagine that I could miss him. I was so happy to be back in his arms when I saw him again the day I came back. I completly ran out of the car, yelled his name, and then almost tackled him with us both almost falling to the ground. I missed him so much. he also had a little bear and a pink rose for me. No, he's not the perfect guy at all! (LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE)Well, I'm with him again. YAY!
Also, when I came back he came to Easter church with me! And to top that off, he was interested in it and wants to go again. Not many people would even go to a church if they had no religion. I am sooo happy that I am with him. Sometimes I wonder if I even deserve such a wonderful guy. I can't wait to see what will happen with us in the future. All I know is that it's gonna be great. With kids and all. I love my Delbert.

Yesterday was the worst day of my life. I really needed Delbert and I still do and yet I have to go to SC for spring break with my aunt in a few hours. Why does everything like to happen at the same time?

I slept sooo much better last night.... only a few people know why. But what really matters is that I actually slept through the night for the first time in a long while.
Today was sad because i had to go to my great-uncle Bill's funeral today. I was forced to alterserve, even though I didnt really want to, but I did because if I didnt then my cousin would have been up there all alone. I laughed at one piont in the mass when someone mentioned that they would hope for the best for our politicians and the people fighting overseas... I could just hear my uncle Bill: "That sonofabitch Bush. Never in my life did I ever vote against Democrats, but that sonofabitch Bush doesnt deserve it!" I love it when he would rant because then his wife would come in and yell at him: "Biiilll...Biiillll!!!! Why are you doing this Biiilll!!! This not nice Bill. This is not funny Biiilll!!! (as we are all laughing our asses off).
One time when he was 70 I said that he was old. Just so he could prove me wrong he goes in the middle of the follr and does a head stand! It wansnt the best, but how many 70 year old men do you know who could do a head stand at 70 just to prove a 11 year old wrong? He was the coolest great-uncle anyone could ever ask for. I loved Bill.

I am sooo excited and can not wait till April 6th because I get to go to Charlston, SC with my aunt for 8 days. Its gonna be awsome.. I get to see an ocean!!! I've never seen an ocean before and now i get to! The only bad thing about this is that I wont be able to see Delbert. I've seen him literally every day but one since i have been going out with him, and to be gone for 8 days in a row for that matter. Then I come back for 4 days and then I leave again to Chicago with my friend to go to a Fall Out Boy/Hawthorne Heights/All American Rejects concert and to see Wicked. So i dont get to see Delbert much for about 2 weeks in a row. It sucks, I love him sooo much and hate being away from him. But I dont think many couples are able to say that they have seen their boyfriends/girlfriends everyday for about six and a half months straight. But when i come back we'll see eachother again every day again.(yay!)

well, day 2 of internet on this household. It only took about 4 hrs to install it with Delbert, but it was worth it. AS if it couldnt be better, my dad is pissed that me and Delbert did it without any help from him. te he, the simple things that piss him off.
yesterday was a good day. after we got the internet installed, me and Delbert went to the riverfront and just walked. We were there when it started to rain with thunder and lightning...*sigh. What can possibly be better than walking in the rain with the one person you truly care about? here's a hint..nothing! (much love to my Dlebert)
well, i dont know how involved I will be with this live journal thing, but at least i have a start...